I was just sitting here looking back through my blogs...and it’s sad, it’s honestly sad. While looking at them a good friend pointed something out to me.  They said that even though I look good on the outside (on my myspace page) w/ the pictures, videos, and other stuff I put up about God on Myspace, that does not hide what I do and what I really am.(and that it’s making people believe it is ok to sin and go to heaven) I know this was a word from God through my friend.

If anyone is confused by what I’m saying...well being addicted to pornography (for those of you who didn’t know I was [5yrs])...is completely wrong and will send you to hell!!! Got that? What I am doing now is sin and that sin is keeping me from God. I am not giving God my 100% and if I don’t give him 100% then it’s the same as giving him nothing (0%). I will go to hell if this sin is not removed from my life, by my actions I will cause it. Don’t think you can sin and be ok. You guys got that? You can not have sin in your life and think everything is going to be ok. The Devil is blinding people to the truth, he’s very good at it, he’s had a lot of practice. Sin tears us up and changes us till soon we don’t know how we’ve become what we are. Sin is so evil, we aren’t evil, yet we are susceptible to become sinners quite easily.

God does not accept sin! God sent JESUS to die for this very thing. So we wouldn’t have to be bound by this garbage....GARBAGE!!

It’s time to put all this whining, moaning and groaning...to action. I have to say shut-up Josh your gonna start reading the Word, you don’t need to look at that fake GARBAGE. You need God, not this.

Please keep me in your prayers,
Buck.

PS~Thanks again "friend"