Well Hi once again...how's everyone doing?? Well that question has def. become a rhetorical one..because nobody ever comments these things..but I'm def. glad to those people that read em..but anyways...last week

I did all I said I was going to..the week progressed until about Thurs

Thurs-We picked up Sara around 2pm and came back and hung out at the house till it was time to go to church. We got there around 6pm I would say and stayed till around 12:30 just fixing everything up for the spaghetti dinner. I also learned how to cut veggies, that was really cool. It got to the point where I got so crazy with it carrots were flying through the air..lol, but I had fun.

Fri-We woke up early and went in about 9am or so and stayed till, well all day, but I'll get to that in a sec. We sold $1,200 worth of spaghetti. The church wanted to do it to help my mom pay the medical bills and stuff...but now she said that we def. have enough and that money probably is going to another man who just had open-heart surgery. Well after all that insanity was over with, we had a lock-in at the church. It started at 5pm. It was total chaos the whole way through; my little bro started stuff with the other kids and well def. vice versa. Crazy all night. At least Sara was with me, we got to play Pictionary with Josh and Danielle (they came btw and stayed till about 9pm). We didn't get to finish the game unfortunately. Well finally around midnight it was over. We got home a little late and Sara went to mom maw's and I went home.

Sat/Sun I woke up to a phone call. It was Sara's mom. She said there was a "bad" storm coming in and well she wanted her home soon. So I told mom. She was still in bed too btw. Well we called out at my grandma's and told my grandma who said that Sara was also in bed. [This was all around 9am or so] We finally got out there and picked up her and took her home. Well the day went on and I was worn out. There was a storm, but nothing that serious. The weekend went on and it was time for school again.

This Week Well this week has been kinda interesting, although quite boring. I got into an argument today with some one's name I won't mention, nothing serious, just a small disagreement, it happens. Umm...and well I picked up my proof or enrollment..hopefully getting the learner's soon...still making up work for b. smith..=( BLAH...and well just trying to survive..lol

Oh and I'm currently contemplating college choice and future career..and on a small note..whether I should deal w/ senior skip day...still not sure...but anyways..I better go and actually do hw. So ttyl guys

**Love You Sara**

Well hey everyone..Happy Belated Easter! Hope everyone had a good one.

I just realized that I haven't even updated this whole month, 10-days! hah...well anyways...let me start from last week!

Last week- Well it seemed like a lot went on earlier in the week. Me and Josh laid down the law and said we were def. going to Longhorn. Mainly it was because no one could decide and there was so much UNNECESSARY drama. You would think getting 10 people (including me and Sara) to decide on 1 place would be a little bit more simpler than that, but I guess not. Anyways..as the week went on I needed to get a picture for graduation. I thought Danielle would be a good person to do it so that's what we did.

After school one day Mandi, Danielle, and I decided to take em. We started out at the house and took some really good ones there then went to Point Harmony afterwards and got some more really good ones! Well after a long day of that we went to Walmart and printed some and returned back home.

Well the week went on and we got report cards [English-C, Comm. Service-A, Creative Writing-B, Anat/Phys F] I have to finish my makeup work for her class and she said it would be bumped up...I was freaked out when I saw it though..lol..but it will all work out later.

Well I guess I will move on to this past weekend.

Um...well I got to play Jesus in the Easter thing...I didn't hang on the cross or anything, but I got to do a little something with the crowd and stuff...I do it every year..it's fun. Also went out to my grandma's house and ate lots of food..always good!

Then this week..

Monday- I really didn't do too much. Realized i needed to do hw..and didn't do it..lol

Tues/yesterday- Mom, Rick, and I all went out to eat at the Chinese restaurant in Corridor G, China Gourmet, i think...and well it was good. Came back home hung out really and fell asleep early, only to be woken up by Rick telling me I needed to take my medicine..which I did. Sara called a little bit afterwards and we talked for a long time..

That reminds me..

She's actually coming in on Thurs and staying till Saturday...She stays at my grandma's house overnight, so don't get any wrong ideas, lol.

As for the rest of this week..

On Thurs evening our church is getting ready for a spaghetti sale on Fri...then on Fri we are going to have that sale for a long time...not sure how long...
If you know like a big group of people that would like to buy some let me know...

It's going to be $5, and you get spaghetti, salad w/ dressing, a roll, and a cookie. So yeah I'll be really good. Like I said...contact me for any more info!

Later on Friday evening we are having a lock-in at my church not all night, but just till about 10 or 11pm. So yeah..then we take Sara back on Sat.

Finally I'll get some long awaited time with her. I love her and it's hard not seeing her as often as I want to. I'm sure a lot of you guys understand what I mean when I say this...

I better be going..lots of hw I should be doing....later guys!!

**Love you Sara**

So HI!! Right now I have a headache, just thought u should know that..lol..yeah well anyways...my first week back has been pretty cool! Well I've had some crazy makeup work that I'm still kinda doing..but all's well....

It's def. good to have come back and see all my friends and stuff....and well have everyone wonder how I was doing..lol...that's nice to be missed...well yeah back to my normal life now I suppose...still waiting for the scars to heal =( no fun there....

Our church has been in revival since Wed evening and it is going amazing...you wanna feel God's presence, that's the place to be. Got some amazing new finally...Sara's gonna get to come in tomorrow...I haven't seen here since before my surgery...shesh..almost 3 weeks now....I miss that girl =(.....but gosh do I love her =)..lol

Well in other news...my myspace message thing isn't working...real amazing let me tell yah...but yeah I'm gonna get off of here...comment me sometime or talk on AIM..i get pretty bored...so go for it..thanks!!

Talk to yah guys later!!

<3 you Sara!!

I am so going back to school tomorrow!!!! Finally..lol...

Well I will see everyone tomorrow!!

<3

Love you Sweet

Hey everyone. I guess everyone is curious about how about I am doing. Well I am here to tell you that I am just fine. As far as I know too I'm going back to school on Mon. as well. I def. can't wait, I've been so bored.

My life while not at school can be summed up like this....Sara, Food, HW, Internet, Hanging with the crew here at my house. Yeah..about it...the crew actually came over 2 times..which was awesome...heck it's def. something that will cure boredom, YOUR BEST FRIENDS!! lol..

Well anyways..thought for all u totally concerned people that wanted to know how I was...I'm doing just fine...Hopefully this weekend I can see Sara. I haven't seen that girl in A MONTH! =(..I know it's sad. Well with my whole surgery thing and school, it's just hard. Believe me though...we aren't giving up that easily. That's why we call this love, no "puppies" here. Don't know if u caught that or not..anyways...

Love yah guys!!

I love you Sara, You complete me =)<3

The Buckster

Well hi guys...gosh a lot has been going on with me!! The whole open-heart surgery deal...lol...yeah well u know about that..just thought I would inform everyone that I got home yesterday about 4:30pm or so...and also that I won't be coming back to school for at least 2 weeks...Yeah hopefully it will be for the best.

I've been sore and it helps to have medicine in me to lessen the severity of it. All in all I'm doing pretty good. Staying bored of course, but I'm sure I won't be once all the hw starts rolling in. =(

Just thought I would let everyone in on the fun I've been having *not* here at home. Oh failed to mention the "crew" came over today and we all had fun. Just hung around around the House (Josh, Mandi, and Danielle "btw") Other than that....just been messing around and talking to Sara =).

Welp hate to run..ttyl!!

BUCK!!

Love you Sara!!=) =) <3<3<3

Hi everyone..I just got out of the hospital a little while ago. I'm still pretty sore, but everything has been going great.

Wed-We got here in Cincinnati, on Wed and got some pre-admission testing done. That took a few hrs then we went up to Columbus. Mom wanted to to the JC Penney's outlet, so we did that. We stayed in this really crappy hotel up there. There was this couple that stayed next door to us and all they did was fight all night. REALLY CRAZY.

Thurs- Well we woke up the next morning off to Cincinnati again. We got there and met with the Dr. His name was Dr. Wolfe he was a really nice guy. We left from there and hung out at the hotel for a while. Later we left, shopped for a while then went out to eat. We met up with my grandma and my cousin. Came back to the hotel. I called Sara last night and talked till about midnight.

Fri- Well I woke up around 5:00am to go for surgery. I got to the hospital and got all prepped for surgery. I went in about 6:30am or so. I remember waking up a lot later and man was I in pain. I had chest tubes in and other tubes in...and about 3 IVs...1 in the left arm, 1 arterial line (which is deeper than a regular one) in the right, and one in the neck(which wasn't too bad, but it was still strange). They were pumping me with morphine and that made me sick to my stomach. After the first night I woke up on Sat.

Sat-I was still feeling really crappy and getting up to use that bathroom was unbelievably painful, although each time I get up I got less sore. They finally got my chest tubes out..didn't hurt too bad, but it still didn't feel too good, they also got out my art line and my neck IV. I forgot to mention I had 2 "pain balls" as they are called. They released a small amount of pain medicine as time went on. This really nice guy met me last night too...he had the surgery a long time ago and he is a huge advocate for the surgery and Dr. Wolfe. He made me some plagues with my name on it, the guy was really nice!! Well as time went on he left and left me with the stuff, which was pretty cool.

Sat- Last night I got some sleep medicine, which really helped. I woke up about 9am today I think. Took some more medicine and walked around a little bit which helped. I ate more today too for breakfast. The nurse took out my "pain ball" cords midway through the morning. Finally they said I could leave as soon as mom and rick got to the hospital. So as soon as they got there she pulled the the last IV in my left arm.

Well we finally left and came here to the hotel to relax...Well just keeping you guys updated!

Love you Sara!! <3 *muah*

So guys how is everyone..I'm doing pretty good myself. I have had a great weekend!

Friday-I went out with mom to go practice singing and stuff for my benefit sing over in So. Charleston, on Sat. Then after we got done we went to Burger King then Rick dropped me off at the theatre with the "crew" to watch "Zodiac" dumbest movie in the world..lol...Don't go see it. Then came home around 1am or so and went to bed.

Saturday- I woke up kinda late...around 8am or 9am...went to go get Sara around 10:30am. Got here and came back and hung around the house until around about 3:30pm...we went over to "La-belle Theatre" in So. Charleston for the sing. We went there had so much fun...the groups were so generous in giving me stuff. Also the people (84 or so in all) raised around $1,026 for me...Thank God!! Sara and I had a lot of fun there listening to the groups and I got to sing a song..lol..it was something. We drove Sara back and came back home. Got here around midnight. Talked to Sara for a while then went to bed.

Sunday-I woke up about 9am then I went to church then had hot dogs afterwards then came home..now I'm here doing nothing..hah hah...I love being bored..not. I'm just getting ready to leave on Wed. like I said...gonna have that surgery on Fri. It'll all go well.

Well better run!!
TTYL GUYS!
KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS =) Thanks.

<3 you Sara!
Buck.

I found out my surgery is bumped to later...now it's gonna be on Friday March 9, but i have to leave sometime on Wed. Just thought I would let you know!

<3 you Sara!

Buck!

So, I haven't updated since V-day..shesh...umm...well it's probably b/c the wireless Internet in my house was down. Yes I know real fun. It was like that for a while, no clue why, but I'm glad it's back on.

Fri-So Last weekend Sara came in and we went to a concert at the Municipal Auditorium featuring Newsboys, Stellar Kart, and Kutless. Pretty cool bands, I really liked Newsboys personally. She came down with Trent and Allison, don't think I've mentioned em on here before, but Allison is Sara's friend and Trent's her bf. So I met them the first time I saw Sara after we started going out. Which I guess would be our first "date" lol. Well anyways..we had a fun time there and then afterwards said goodbye and waited for mom to pick me up.

Sat-Then on Sat Josh called me up and asked if I was still wanted to go to the see the movie "The #23" with him Mandi and Danielle. I said sure, then we went. I grabbed a bite to eat at Wendy's and met them there at the theatre in Nitro. Got there just in time and watched the movie. It sure was pretty interesting I'll give it that. Well afterwards we were trying to find things with 23 and it was funny...well then afterwards we went "Walmart'n" lol. It was really fun!! Trying on shoes, hats...and so much more! Well finally we left that place and it was raining a bit then I got home and called Sara and we talked a good while.

Sun-I went to church on Sun morning, I had nursery duty..real fun. Then went to subway came home called Sara around 3pm then went to church later that evening. I fell asleep near the end of service then I came home dead tired talked to Sara for like 13 mins (read the time btw) and went to bed.

Mon-On Mon we got fun midterms...I knew mine wasn't going to be pretty at all. Mine went: **AP English(57%F) Comm. Service (A) Creative Writing (A) **Anat/Phys (73%D)[**=honors]. Well that wasn't too good. Came home did the usual talk to Sara (don't get me wrong talking to Sara is never just an average thing nor do I want it to be, I love talking to her, you all should know that, lol) and slack off. Mom talked to me yesterday and said the Dr. said my surgery would be possibly be next week, but not for sure. Then I stayed on here too late and woke up dead.

Today-Well today a few things went on. We got out of 1st block for a while to talk about the FAFSA and other grants and stuff, then during 2nd block I got out for the College Summit stuff to talk to people from there. So my day went on...bored as usual..but always finding some way to keep my spirits up.

Then I came home, talked to mom about my surgery and found out that my surgery is definitely Wednesday, March 7, 2007 Also it will be at the University of Cincinnati and I am getting an ablation done. I bolded those things so people wouldn't have any mix ups..lol...believe me...from what I heard last time, well what I'm still hearing really, wasn't even the truth..so yeah that's what's going on..and you can always GOOGLE "ablation" it's really neat so check it out. Plus here a site if u wanna watch the surgery on someone else don't worry..hah hah...(http://www.or-live.com/healthalliance/1217/) Click "View Live Webcast".

But yes...I have to run..I totally need to study like crazy for tests on Fri. Thanks Guys and keep me in your prayers!! <3 you all!!

Love you Sara!! Thanks for everything!!

Buck!

So wow..I was just looking at all the school outages and stuff like that and couldn't help but laugh and say "I love my life" then realized I needed to update this thing. Where to begin...well I'll start with close to the end of my last update (last week). Um...let's last week was insane. Between all the delays, closings, and the 5 hr school day (lol), last week was just basically laughable.

Last Week I went to see my cardiologist last..um..Thurs. Talked to him about what our plan of action was going to be with my heart and all. Me and Mom have officially decided to go to the University of Cincinnati, to get a procedure done called a "mini-maze" (not quite the same as the ride on Roller Coaster Tycoon, if you know what I'm talking about). It's going to be done by the man that invented it called Dr. Wolf(e) *sp. Which it is good to hear, since he apparently knows what he is doing. I'm going to be having that done sometime in March, during our spring break. Keep me in your prayers about that!! Thanks.

Fri Let's see...On Fri I went out with Josh to the movies to see Norbit. That movie is extremely crazy, but worth seeing. It sure has some language, but it's totally hilarious. I came home, cleaned up since Sara was coming over on Sat.

Sat Saturday rolled around and we went up and met Sara around 11:30am. We came back and went straight to church. We were having this exciting Spaghetti Dinner for V-day. The kids were basically having to serve the adults that day. Kinda like a payback for all they've done for us. Well we have fun serving and Sara saw me with this nice red, polka dotted apron on, that she could not get over seeing me in to save her life. We also played this game where the couples were asked questions about each other and see how well we did. Well I was so determined to beat my mom and step-dad it wasn't funny, lol. Well as the game went on, I was fighting a losing battle. In the end we came up somewhere 2nd to last or so. Mostly due to my stupidity! lol.

Sat. Evening Well the day went on and she came over to my house. I forgot to mention that she had already given me my gifts [Russel Stovers White Chocolates (AMAZING), a thing of v-day strawberry mints, and a wonderful card to go along with it] OH she's an amazing girl...whew..let me continue, lol. I hid the things around my room. Kinda like a mini scavenger hunt type thing. So she loved her gifts: Bear that says cute phrases, chocolate, a flag w/ a strawberry on it (insider), and a nice kiss to go along with it..=o (lol). Well she got to spend a few more hrs at home with me until around 9pm. This day it seemed harder than any other to let her go back, but I had no choice.

Sat&Sun So I talked to her as soon as I got back home, I fell asleep in the car on the way back. Talked to her for a while and went to bed. I woke up the next day (Sun) and went to church. The weather wasn't too bad, still really cold. I came home and I was like dead tired, so I fell asleep and woke up around 6:30pm. Mom let me stay home from church, then I woke up later that night around 9pm. I had a really crazy dream of my mom and step-dad getting shotgunned down in Save-A-Lot and as soon as the murderer killed them I killed that guy. It was pretty scary when I woke up. Then that night I talked to Sara about something and I realized I was really not even putting God first in my life anymore. So I had me an AMAZING!! night of worship and prayer from about 11:45-12:15. I'm not bragging on myself, no way i'm bragging on God. He answered my prayers regarding my heart. He said "I'm in control, everything will be ok." I've needed to hear that for a long time! Well eventually it was time for me to go to bed. So I did.

This week:I woke up on Mon wanting another 2-hr delay realizing that wasn't even a possibility..lol..So my week has basically been pretty boring. I mean other than me talking to Sara, I love talking to her, I do it so much we don't get anything done. It's gonna change we both realize we need to devote a little more of our time to school work, lol. I have really been struggling with my Anat/Phys class, it's like so fast, whew...I talked to her about it though, yeah B. Smith really didn't give a flip but oh well. Anyways, I am still working on Sara's "other" v-day presents...gonna be a little late, but she doesn't mind, which is good.

Today Well today I woke up, and to my amazement there was actually snow on the road, I thought there was just supposed to be rain. So I looked on the website and it said we had a 2-hr delay. If it was any other day than today (since we already had a 2-hr early out) it would have been even more awesome. Well since we got a 2-hr delay it cut off the early out. I had an appt at Thomas Hospital to get a monitor on me to carry around for at least 24 hrs. Well that appt is @ 1:30. So I went to meet mom at the hospital this morning to see if they could do it this morning around 7:30am. Well when I got there I heard that the cancelled school today which was good to hear. Also, that they still couldn't do it till 1:30pm today. So I waited around there at the hospital and then went to IHOP with mom and had a nice breakfast. Then we came back here and now I'm on here procrastinating not reading this book that has to be done tomorrow.

All this talk of Valentine's Day makes me miss my Sara so much. The love of my life, but so far away. =(....='''(. I miss her, but one day will come where we never have to be apart!!

Well You guys have a great Valentine's Day!

LOVE YOU SARA!!!

Well gosh yet again we have another school closing due to snow. First Mon. we get out due to like single digit degree weather, then today we get a 2-hr delay, go to school, then they tell us we are getting out an hour early, lol. Crazy stuff....

Well I got home. It started snowing. Nothing major. Then lo and behold a few hrs later, it's a total downpour!! Total madness..at least 3ins of snow..we haven't had snow like this in years!! Well I love it. Plus tomorrow we get out..so crazy weather.

Well besides that...I have the burning urge to talk about Sara once again.

Oh wow, just thinking about her gives me chills. She's the one for me I know it. I can feel it with every fiber of my being. Oh just, just, being in each other's arms. Knowing that the other person loves you back as much as you love them. No other feeling in this world can compare to that. I miss her so much it kills me. I go through my day just thinking about her. Just wishing I could hold her in my arms to see that gorgeous girl with that look that could take your breath away with once glance. Oh there is no question in my mind to how much I love that girl. She knows I love her, I know she loves me. Wow. It's all that can be said.

Wow (again). I must go now...ttyl guys!!

I Love My Sara!!

Well gosh this weekend sure has been something. First on Friday the waterline breaks then we get out of school around 9:30am. Pretty cool. I go to church where they are having a hot dog sale for me. To pay like the medical bills and stuff..Really nice of em. I helped out with that. The total profit was $1,100. A true miracle. It was awesome.

After that we came home, got ready, then went to my dad's house. I really just messed around all weekend. Talked to Sara for a big part of it. Basically anything but my hw. Well we came home last night. Then figured out church was cancelled, not really due to the Super Bowl, but mainly b/c of the weather. Well I stayed in and actually did some of my study guide for my anat/phys test coming up whenever we get back. Well I kept waiting for Kanawha County to be delayed. It finally happened around 15 till midnight.

Well I kept talking to Sara all night while doing my study guide which I did not finish btw. Well I called her and wished her a goodnight. I went to bed around 2am..lol. I woke up about 7:45, and hopped in the shower. Then while I was in there Curtis banged on the door telling me that school was cancelled for us today. Pretty cool though.

Only downside, I have been so bored today. Other than talking to Sara, I have been bored out of my mind and I'm yet to complete my study guide. I'm holding on to the fact we will get another 2-hr delay..lol..

Well I guess I'm gonna go guys..ttyl!!

I'm so madly in love with you Sara it's unbelievable!!

SO..we totally got out of school today..lol...YAY water main break!! lol..well just wanted to convey my enthusiasm..lol..

Love you Sara!!

Buck!!

Sorry I haven't updated for over a week. I'm such a procrastinator ask Sara..lol. Well I don't guess too much has went on. Well actually let me start from last week.

Last Week-Well we all got new classes next week. Like I said A&P and AP English are kinda intense.lol. Although, I think I'll survive A&P not so sure about AP English. We just did a bunch of stuff in my classes last week and then comes the weekend.

Last Weekend-I got to be with Sara again. On Sat. I met her around 12pm or so, we went to go see "A Night at the Museum." That movie is pretty funny. Then after that we went to her church and rode the church bus to Athens, OH. There we watched Ohio State play against some team in hockey. It got pretty intense the whole team got into it after a while. We had some major fun there. At least I know me and Sara did.

That night I stayed at her house, yes in different rooms..lol. Don't worry. I went to bed about 1:30am or so then went to bed w/ one of her dogs laying beside me, lol. I woke up and went in to wake up Sara *strawberries* lol. Anyways, we went to church and whew, it was cold. We saw all the kids from the night before and enjoyed service. I got to meet her 2nd brother, Daniel, now he was a trip!! LOL. Well after church we went to Caesar's, which is an Italian restaurant, it's really good! They had a buffet with pizza and spaghetti and some other stuff, REAL GOOD! Well, sitting at a table with Sara's family was pretty neat, they are some cool people. Kept me constantly laughing. Then unfortunately we had to start making our way towards meeting my grandma who was gonna pick me up.

We were both sad that we had to leave each other, it's the worst part of seeing each other; leaving. Well we both cuddled till my grandma finally came. I got my stuff and we kissed goodbye. I miss her the second we left. Although, my grandma and cousin who were taking me home lifted the mood a bit. They are crazy..lol. We stopped at Big Lots and looked around then I went back home. We went to church that night, came home, then went to bed.

This Week- Well really same ol' same ol'...but with my life it's always something fun. The only bad thing was that I had to stay over yesterday w/ Mrs. B. Smith. I didn't understand my stuff for Anat/Phys, gosh I was so confused. She was really helpful, I'm starting to get it all now, which is awesome! I have a test tomorrow on it..whew I hope I do good. If I stop procrastinating and actually do the study guide and study...I'll do good. Plus I took a pre-AP test today in AP English..it wasn't too bad, but no fun. Umm...Rick picked up Curtis and me to go to Curtis' Dr. Appointment. I just got a back maybe an hour ago.

Tomorrow & This Weekend-I'm going to my dad's this weekend. It seems like I haven't been in a while, since I have always been going to Sara's. We aren't going to see each other this weekend b/c we really want to be with each other the weekend after next. That weekend my church is going to do a V-day thing for couples and have a spaghetti dinner. Then hopefully Sara can spend the night and go to church with me on Sun.

In other news::I have to read a book for English, I got an acceptance letter to WVSU (even though I'm going to Marshall), umm...and I love Sara even more? lol...Oh. Working on Valentine's gifts, and the FASFA (thing for seniors).

So yeah...Just thought I would update you guys on my life

OH SOMETHING ELSE:::I TOTALLY WON MOST TALKATIVE LOL!! OH YEAH I KNOW...lol.

Well..ttyl guys!!

Love you Sara!
Always and forever, My Snuggle-uggle Bear!!!

Gosh what an amazing weekend so far....I mean first off....I got to spend basically the whole day with Sara yesterday...we watched movies, and just basically laid around...LONG DESERVED AND DESIRED ALONE TIME!! She's so amazing, I thank God that He sent me her to have and to hold. I know I have been asking him for a girl for a long time, but I think in His awesomeness He knew exactly who and when I needed her.

I still personally think He sent her to me now, b/c of all the heart troubles He knew I would have. I needed her to keep my spirits up, which she is doing quite well, lol. Anyways...We finally got some snow huh? lol...Awesome.

So, I don't think I mentioned my schedule for this coming semester...

1. AP English (Shamblin) {Gonna die, lol}
2. Community Service (Wendt)
3. Creative Writing (Danowski)
4. Anatomy/Physiology (B. Smith){Scary too}

Idk..it's gonna be an amazing/interesting semester.

Last semester..WOW..enough said. It's sad. I'm gonna miss my friends so much, and life...gotta experience that now..but we can't run from our problems though; I've found that out. Also the scarriest things in life are most definitely the most fun. So life, bring it.lol. Well, I better go...Comment this and tell me what you think...

Love yah guys!

Love you Sara!!

Buck!

Hello again guys!! How is everyone..Just an update..I'm doing fine..not sore anymore, I'm on a medication to control my heart rate. GOSH...what a week!!

Make up work is a killer guys..never miss anywhere near finals week. I had wkshts galore...then study guides...yes overwhelming! I took my finals: Econ (73%), Psych (81%), Pre-cal (45%[ouch i know]), Gym (didn't have one). But overall I did alright..

I had to go in today (no school btw) around 8:30am and take 3 tests, Ch Test & Notebook Quiz for Pre-cal and a Ch. Test for Psych. So both teachers told me yesterday that I had to make a "B" on both Ch Tests to make a B in the class..So it made me so nervous..lol..I was going insane last night..lol..

Well I took em..not sure about the Pre-cal one, but on the Psych one..I totally got a 94%A!! Oh yeah..i was so excited, then Mr. Egnor was like..uh..take that home and...um...I go..put it on my fridge? he's like uh..yeah...lol...Crazy guy!! He's cool though!

Well I can't wait, b/c tomorrow Sara is coming over..and we are going to spend like all day together...it is going to be amazing!! (11am-9pm). Totally amazing..and well it's the longest we have ever spent together...so WOW..sry..lol...

So I am getting ready to go to a lock-in tonight at church (5pm-10pm) Gonna be fun!! Food, Fun, and um..PS2? lol...Well ttyl...

Love yah guys!!

Love my Sara!!{Your my one and only baby!!}

Well hello everyone!! For those of you that didn't know...I have been in the hospital since Mon. I'll tell yah what has been going on.

Thanks for the prayers btw....AM I FINE? well Yes and no....I'm feeling fine..a little sore nothing bad now....but it's not completely fixed....Just read

On Mon after school my heart started beating funny...not the normal, bump, bump, bump...but kinda like drumming on the table with ur fingers...idk...like too many times, when it was just supposed to be one...anyways

By the time I got to the ER..my pulse was 200...that's extreme..and the crazy thing was I wasn't short of breath or showing any signs, but when they hooked me up..they could tell my heart wasn't beating right...called "A. Fib" Google it if u want. (Just did, it tells u exactly what it is)

So they gave me tons of meds and basically just waited around...still my rate was high...not as high, but my heart was still beating wrong....(another thing, when i say my heart was beating wrong...i don't mean fast, i mean irregular btw)

I had to stay at Thomas overnight in the CCU still pumped with drugs...my heart rate was controlled, but if i got up it like shot to 120 or so...so i stayed in a bed a lot...

Tues:Eventually they said I needed to go to King's Daughters Hospital, which is in Ashland, KY and do a surgery to find out how to stop this from happening now and in the future. I forgot to mention that my friend Josh and his sis came over...I really appreciated that...Well I got an ambulance ride down there, just about an hr long...not too bad...

When I got there I realized how nice this place was. I heard something about it being a 5-start hospital, well it was, lol. Could order food when I wanted, very large rooms, and they even had bigger, a kitchen where i could get any drink or ice cream, and the people were really nice.

Well the day went on, then I talked to my cardiologist (heart doc) and figured out what we were going to do the next morning during this surgery that I had come h ere for..called an ablation...(Google it if u want, lol) but I went to sleep that night very well...but they still woke me up every few hrs.

Well in the middle of the night they said that my heart had gone back to normal rhythm...but that didn't mean i was going to leave. They still had to find out what caused the problem and fix it so it wouldn't happen again.

Wed:Well I got to surgery kinda exposed...but by now...i was like..forget dignity just fix me yah know? Well they had to first shave off my chest to put the pads, then they had to shave on both sides of the crotch area...right in the crease really...well they used some mild sedation and then they injected both sides of the area...then they stuck tubes up in there straight to my heart

It's crazy I Know...but it's neat..I watched the TV monitor of the things going in me to my heart. Kinda looked like watching bacteria in a slide..lol..but anyways...from what I'm told...right when they got to the heart they immediate put me to sleep then shocked me...the reason being was b/c when the tubes got to my heart...my heart rhythm turned irregular again...so they pulled em out and woke me back up.

So, that's kinda where I am today....sore from those..but they still have to figure out what the problem could be since they couldn't do anything then. So I'm going to Cleveland Clinic in OH, during Spring Break and getting a surgery that this Dr. created, like he's the one going to be performing it on me...so for now I'm good..just have to wait till then...not the same surgery a little different...but it should fix me up...

I really have to Thank God that we caught it early yah know? I mean they said that this is extremely rare for someone my age..they usually see this stuff in really older people...so..my heart's fine for the time being..but they'll fix it....

LOVE YOU GUYS!
Especially love my SARA!

Hey guys...So...let's see what have I been doing since my last update...umm..well truthfully nothing. Let's see, I went down to my dad's and basically played Splinter Cell: Double Agent on the 360, that thing rules. Then I came home last night right before church realizing that I spent 2 days doing nothing basically..lol.

Last night we had a cool service all the way past midnight...we ate, worshiped, prayed, and talked? lol...but it was good. I called Sara right at midnight and we wished each other a Happy New Year. Then we talked to each other until it was really late..lol. We got to use the webcam...so we saw each other...AWESOME..I was excited. I went to bed around 5:30 and woke up this morning around 12:30 (I hate waking up late btw) but it's all good. I played this game called "Black" on the PS2, it's ok..

Welp now I need to do some hw that I haven't done, hah hah...well ttyl!!

<3 you Sara!!

Buck.

Hey everyone...just wanted to post a bulletin and tell everyone how great my week has been. Well just mainly yesterday really. Yesterday I got to see SARA!! Gosh it was so much fun. We hung out at the mall and ice skating rink. Awww...whew...she is too amazing...and I love her to death. The greatest part about it is that I know that she feels the exact same way about me and that feeling alone is overwhelming.

I'm trying to convince my mom to let me go to see her tomorrow. Long drive, but it's well worth it. Cause I wanna see my cuddle buddy..lol...Well anyways other than that...we just went down to our old house and finally got our renters/relatives out of there and they totally trashed the place..psychos...but it'll all be alright in the end.

I better go and call Sara...

<3 Yah Guys..

I Really Love you Sara!!
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Buck.